I've had 2 boyfriends and decided dating really wasn't something that I was interested in at the moment, so I've decided I'm not going to date until I find someone I can see a future and a good relationship with.
I've cast my father out of my life. After causing most of my physical and mental problems, giving me lectures about nothing, controlling my every movement and diet, that because I broke up with my ex, Stevie, I disgusted him. At that point I just snapped. He stills thinks he has control over me and has this stupid little thought in his head that he knows everything and anyone else with a different opinion is wrong.
Yet the idiot still hasn't caught on and thinks he's still able to come 'round and see me whenever he likes.
I've currently got 3mm stretchers and last friday went into a shop in town (Blue Banana) and got 2 helix piercings (photo's below).
I've managed to keep my weight around 9 stone lately, but will be kicking back into dietry mode ASAP, just for summer! :)I have changed a lot since February, I'm a lot more rebellious, I'm up for a lot more, I'm a lot more socially active, I got my stretchers without my parent's permission, I got my helix piercings with only my mother's permission, I want a hair cut and I want to dye my hair purple again...
So here's the deal with my hair; I bleached it (with Loreal Quick Blue Bleach):
Then dyed it purple (Schwartkopf's Live Colour XXL Colour Intense In Mystic Purple):
And it came out this dark purple colour.
Then went swimming and it stripped my hair:
So I left it for 2 weeks:
And then dyed it again (Superdrug's Colour Intense In Mystic Purple - I DO NOT SUGGEST YOU USE THIS ONE):
And it turned out thid redish-purple colour, which is now fading quickly to my natural blonde colour:
And I now want to dye it again, either purple or red (vote for the colour in the comments below) and get my fringe cut, like so:
(This is Amber Katelyn Beale or AmbrehhhIsDead an american Scene Queen and one of my role models:3)
I've recently widened my variety in makeup and nail polish designs, so instead of having just big black eye makeup and a single colour set of nails, I've experimented with blending eyeshadows and water marble designs with my nails.
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