My boyfriend, they guy that says he loves and trusts me, hates me. He's accused me of flirting with a guy that has helped me SO much this past year. An AMAZING guy has kept the many secrets I don't want my boyfriend to know.
I have a family who will never underestand.
I'm not gonna see my friends for 3 and a half weeks.
And when I get back to school I have SO many exams to do-___-
If you ask me, I shouldn't be here. I should be locked away and left to wallow in what self-pity I have left! I should be in a nuthouse! I should be starved for days on end 'till I'm thin enough to be classed as pretty.
No matter what people say, I AM ugly, I AM fat and I
Should be locked away out of site where I can't ruin anything else.
I should just let the world carry on and let them forget about me.
What's one person disappearing gonna change??
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